
Hello, I’m Stefan Kertesz. I’m a primary care doctor, an advocate, and I’m the principal investigator for the CSI:OPIOIDs research study.
For all of my life, when I have seen bad things are happening for some people, I always think “it could just have easily been me” because I’m not so different and certainly I’m not any better than anyone else.
I think this feeling began for me long ago, when I was a high school journalist. I went to interview people who were homeless in San Jose, California. I was supposed to write a “news report” on “the homeless”.
Honestly, I couldn’t do it. I was overwhelmed with the feeling that the folks I met weren’t much different from me, save that I had drawn some better cards, entirely by luck. I wrote a short opinion piece instead, and explained that the main difference between me and the young man I met in San Jose’s was a matter of luck.
Fast forward 30 years. About 9 years ago I started to see something traumatic happen to patients with pain who had been receiving opioids for pain. Doctors and insurers and others were all acting in concert to stop those medicines, with little to no regard for the effect their actions would have on patients. And these changes were not with the patients’ consent.
And I not only saw the trauma, I heard about it from patients like study advisor Anne Fuqua. This time I started out by writing my opinions, again, and again and I even helped lead a petition to the CDC. And some people listened, and others said they wanted reporting.
So, we began the CSI:OPIOIDs study for two reasons: (a) to really understand how suicides are happening and (b) to make sure each story is understood as an individual human reality, not just a statistic.
Some folks have wisely told us that a research study focused on people who have already died doesn’t instantly stop the trauma that is occurring right now for people with pain in the USA. I agree. Research is not enough. Pain, medication changes, and other factors all contribute. And if you are in crisis, please check our guidance, or seek health care and contact the 988 Lifeline.
That’s why I have continued to speak out through the media. In fact, the October episode of my podcast “On Becoming a Healer” will be on pain and opioids. I hope you will take a listen.